In the quiet night

In the quiet night

The authentic smile of yours is so mesmerizing,
when you smiled at me.
In this quiet night, I’m waiting for you…
Reminiscing about the time when you forgot to smile,
and your smile that started to fade away.
Fond memories started to resurface
in my mind.
At that place where the stars fall from the sky,
hoping that you’ll smile again one day…
This is what I’m forever praying.From when has my smile faded this much…Since it was shattered by one mistake…
And that now,
I want my thoughts to reach you
and always stand by your side
so that I could embrace the coldness of yours…
no matter how far away we are
we’ll meet again someday,
at the place where the stars fall.

so much problems to bear

althought my mind is quite clear with those problems that i am facing, but i don't know why i still feel something uncertain. it is giving me a headache, a terrible suffering to me. i guess i am not happy person after all.

problems seem to be come to an end and a new one is on its way, entering my life bit by bit and destroy me or even perish me. why this will never stop!!! i demand you. why are you always pick me as a target, the one who has a much fragile emotion like me? "you" just tend to vanquish me from the start. why can't you choose others?

i couldn't blame this on anyone cause everyone also has their own problems too and this is a natural thing. problems can be severe if you procrastinate it all the time, a stitch in time saves nine.

Eh!! Mui!! we already experienced so much problem the last few month and now it is finally over. i know i am at fault at the beginning for causing so much misunderstanding and misconception between us. i am crying over splitted milk, i have always been asking you why you seldom talk to me, and now i know why. i realise that we don't have much topics to talk to each other when we were together. i really felt embarassed over this matter. luckily, it is over now, we can enjoy our friendship again. i really feel happy and surprise when you call me "brother" on the net. what a nice and pleasant surprise!! i still remember you dislike me to call you "sis" as you will feel awkward about it, same to me as well, but i don't mind if you call me like that.

yee yang thanks for your assistance all the time, i appreciate it a lot, no credit to you as you sometimes hurt me, got meh? just kidding. i think you know me quite well in first hand but not all and i myself also who the hell are you, sigh.... so long together and still blur blur to each other, but atleast we still know what are we doing when we talk about our "sum si". nearlly forget also, audrey also helped me quite a lot in sorting out my feeling problems, giving me assurance, bringing back my self-assurance. chin yee too.

so lucky, today got to met my jie on the net, she cleared my thought about what to do with my problems especially love problems. i really don't know that there is exist two type of love unconditional love and conditional love. this is a new things to learn and treasure. Jie, i know what to do liao!!

this evening seems to be a bit boring and gloomy, wish to chat my "mui" here, but she is not. what to do... so, bye bloggie see you next time.

life is just great

stop writting poems for a while, cause don't know what to write liao....!!

someone finally called me "brother", first, i was so shock to hear about it but it is true, can't denied it. happy..happy... she really naughty one when she ask you to do her a favour, i said do it the simple and efficient way, she rejected it, really no eyes see.... what to do, she is my "sis", as a brother need to take of her and do what as she told. hey, don't angry sis, joking only, is you angry tell gor privately.

is my life that bad to have a sis like her? actually not after carefully think all over again, the day after she told me. feel great to have a little sister like her, an energitic one. Nice to meet you! won't regret to know you.

hey, when are you free to go jogging with gor again?

Thanks

Appreciation of thanks to my friends

Your name,
popped into my mind,
like a shockwave.
At this moment,
I remember that
I owe you something,
a simple thank.
Your kind and sincere assistant,
will never be forgotten.
It appear to be a
deep scar…
With this 6 letters…
that form into this word
T H A N K S
This thank,
is never enough
to repay your kind deed
that you had done for me.
I feel sad….
Unable to thank you directly
in a more sincere way.
All in all,
I thank you.


Dedicated to my friends, yee yang for helping me to succeed this blog. And for Audrey for correcting my grammar in my poem