althought my mind is quite clear with those problems that i am facing, but i don't know why i still feel something uncertain. it is giving me a headache, a terrible suffering to me. i guess i am not happy person after all.
problems seem to be come to an end and a new one is on its way, entering my life bit by bit and destroy me or even perish me. why this will never stop!!! i demand you. why are you always pick me as a target, the one who has a much fragile emotion like me? "you" just tend to vanquish me from the start. why can't you choose others?
i couldn't blame this on anyone cause everyone also has their own problems too and this is a natural thing. problems can be severe if you procrastinate it all the time, a stitch in time saves nine.
Eh!! Mui!! we already experienced so much problem the last few month and now it is finally over. i know i am at fault at the beginning for causing so much misunderstanding and misconception between us. i am crying over splitted milk, i have always been asking you why you seldom talk to me, and now i know why. i realise that we don't have much topics to talk to each other when we were together. i really felt embarassed over this matter. luckily, it is over now, we can enjoy our friendship again. i really feel happy and surprise when you call me "brother" on the net. what a nice and pleasant surprise!! i still remember you dislike me to call you "sis" as you will feel awkward about it, same to me as well, but i don't mind if you call me like that.
yee yang thanks for your assistance all the time, i appreciate it a lot, no credit to you as you sometimes hurt me, got meh? just kidding. i think you know me quite well in first hand but not all and i myself also who the hell are you, sigh.... so long together and still blur blur to each other, but atleast we still know what are we doing when we talk about our "sum si". nearlly forget also, audrey also helped me quite a lot in sorting out my feeling problems, giving me assurance, bringing back my self-assurance. chin yee too.
so lucky, today got to met my jie on the net, she cleared my thought about what to do with my problems especially love problems. i really don't know that there is exist two type of love unconditional love and conditional love. this is a new things to learn and treasure. Jie, i know what to do liao!!
this evening seems to be a bit boring and gloomy, wish to chat my "mui" here, but she is not. what to do... so, bye bloggie see you next time.
1 comment:
hey my friend, it seems all of us tend to get pissed off very easily these few days huh? same goes to me. anyway, pressure often emerge from ourselves. as you said, everybody have to face their own problems. obstacles are needed in our lives in order to make us a better and a mature person. we have to face it no matter what, right? by the way, you should be thankful you know, for having so many understanding "sisters" n friends. try to talk to them more often, i'm sure they can give you numerous good advice. =)
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